Hi, I'm Lizzie, I'm 23 and I love to write- stories, poems, blogs, anything really- and this is a blog to document all of that, so I hope you enjoy reading some of my favourite pieces. The stories are in parts so you can follow your favourite story as it progresses- they all have specific labels at the bottom so if you click it, it'll take to all the passages from that story- and I promise to try and write the next parts regularly. :)

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Rose Manor- Part 7 (cont 2)

23.01.1907- Diary, Charles Black is a criminal, a killer! He has lied his way closer to me and now I lie in bed while I hear him calling to me through the locked door to my room! He has murdered the forty-three people who were staying here over Christmas, and has now come for me, I have tried multiple times to escape but to no achieve. Oh please God, my Lord, help me please! He has come for my blood, he will leave me for dead as he did the others: he stabbed them first and then slashed the left corner of their mouth, slit their nostrils and gouged out their right eye! Has he no humanity, what is he, how could such human appeal become such beastly monster?! He is calling to me now telling me that he wants me, he’s wanted me all along. Oh please Dear God! Please, my Lord, help me. If not to prevent my death, make it quick, not the slow awful pain the others have gone through, please let it be quick. Please don’t let me die! I think he’s going to break the door down, oh God, please, I write to you now diary for the hope that whomever would be to read the events that occurred this night, would bring this monster to merciless justice.
Mother, Father, please let it be quick. Please don’t let me die, please help me
            V. Rose


            16.11.1907- Tatters is what I see my life torn in, death is all I see before me. Charles Black has kept me locked in the same room he claimed me in. He blackmailed me with my own life, to willingly give my hand unto him, in marriage. My shame is all that dwells upon my mind, all I allow to dwell upon my mind. Since that fateful night, he has forced me to conceive two children, the first was a miscarriage almost a month following the attack but the second I am seven months pregnant with. I beg each night upon the first star I see revealed in the sky outside my barred window, that if not my life, my child’s life will be saved.
            V. Black


02.01.1908- To Whom It May Concern, this may be one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, abandon my only baby daughter to the mercy of the residents of Grenwich. Care for her, is my desperate plea to you, and never let her know of her true origin- which was of Victoria Rose Black. My babe can no longer hold her faith and hope upon me, for I can no longer bestow such luxury upon her. So please accept her and protect where I no longer could. Her name is Anne-Rose Black.
Yours, V. Black


13.07.1908- Charles Black still relentlessly kills innocent people frequently for no reason I can see, I pray to you, my Lord, protect his victims and their families and help them through as you did me. Please, I don’t think I can suffer much more like this.
V. Black


23.12.1919- Eleven years have passed and I feel my heart is already ancient, for I have experienced such trauma, hated, fear and loss. Today my husband sold my 6 month old son, Albert, to a factory in Ireland and I resent myself for the opportunity I couldn’t even grab to save him. Lord, I have always prayed and worshipped unto you, but such high love could surely not watch upon me as I burn and fall and slowly drown. I want to die, I wish to die, I have wanted to die since I discovered the pool of blood surrounding the Christmas tree that night years ago, when I discovered who Charles Black, really was. I have heard the police around the manor, never daring to actually enter, I have read the stories about how I murdered all those people. And I know why he’s making them believe it’s me, why he wanted to marry me in the first place, because he has managed to leech out all the money I ever inherited since my father died and I know now that he is soon to leave because it is almost gone and I am of no further use to him. I have worked all this out, yet I still fail to see his reasoning behind his intentions of murder of those innocent people, but mother once told me as a child, “Monsters need no reason.” I miss you Mother, and Father and I hope I see you again soon.
V. Black


18.06.1920- Goodbye


The book tumbled to the ground, echoing loudly around the silent mansion, followed by a small splash, as a single tear hit the ground.
And suddenly the déjà vu that had sat dormant for almost eight years, erupted around Emilia, and she was 13 again. Standing alone in the house, paranoia creating sounds of muted shuffles and footsteps behind her. Darting figures beside her. Glowing eyes before her.
All those years ago when she had been bullied into entering the house alone one night, she had been left there, abandoned, terrified, until hallucinations and delusions drove her out one night, unaware of the time that had passed unaware of the cause, just to get out. And she had never moved passed that single moment of terror when she had ran for her life through the infinitely long maze of hallways and corridors, her heart pounding, her blood racing.
But now, the only sounds she heard were shouts, shouts from outside, but she was paralysed in fear, her eyes locked ahead of her.
Until she heard that one voice she had never expected to come to her rescue, not ever…
“Emilia!”

It was her mother’s.

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